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The blossoming wind plays ring around the rosy
with the leaves of November under an exhausted sun.
Its breath creeps soundly about the grotto of my ears,
whispering a sonnet of mother earth's transfiguration from a
John Keats fall to a Robert Frost winter.
A corduroy coat wraps itself around my shoulders and my waist,
massaging my diminutive hairs that
attempt to extend themselves toward the wintertime reach.
The spiritual nip is present, but the physical nip new.
The trees oscillate to a song of omnipotence
as the wind croons the chorus of a winter's nip.
It is a desolate prowess that nurtures aesthetics
and emancipates men who are chained by dreams.
My radiating arms anxiously spread
in hopes that the world will accept my invitation to slow dance
to the song of life.
I anticipated disappointed,
and it didn't let me down.
I embrace the seasonal pendulum,
for it suits my poignant fluctuations well.
Condensate joy to precipitate pain,
To long for breath yet lust over sleep?
A romantic paradox . . .
The nip of November is ingested by my pen,
I write soundly, patiently;
Each leave dives from their branches like——
Violently ponder over what descriptions fit their twirls.
There is a sort of correlation between the congealing climate
and the sudden transitions I long for.
The unknowing beauty of such an environmental threnody
can only indicate that God encourages such bereavements.
I breathe in the lamentations carefully,
so that it may blacken my heart like frost-bite. . .
"All good writing is swimming under water and holding your breath."
I arrogantly drown beneath an August horizon.
with the leaves of November under an exhausted sun.
Its breath creeps soundly about the grotto of my ears,
whispering a sonnet of mother earth's transfiguration from a
John Keats fall to a Robert Frost winter.
A corduroy coat wraps itself around my shoulders and my waist,
massaging my diminutive hairs that
attempt to extend themselves toward the wintertime reach.
The spiritual nip is present, but the physical nip new.
The trees oscillate to a song of omnipotence
as the wind croons the chorus of a winter's nip.
It is a desolate prowess that nurtures aesthetics
and emancipates men who are chained by dreams.
My radiating arms anxiously spread
in hopes that the world will accept my invitation to slow dance
to the song of life.
I anticipated disappointed,
and it didn't let me down.
I embrace the seasonal pendulum,
for it suits my poignant fluctuations well.
Condensate joy to precipitate pain,
To long for breath yet lust over sleep?
A romantic paradox . . .
The nip of November is ingested by my pen,
I write soundly, patiently;
Each leave dives from their branches like——
Violently ponder over what descriptions fit their twirls.
There is a sort of correlation between the congealing climate
and the sudden transitions I long for.
The unknowing beauty of such an environmental threnody
can only indicate that God encourages such bereavements.
I breathe in the lamentations carefully,
so that it may blacken my heart like frost-bite. . .
"All good writing is swimming under water and holding your breath."
I arrogantly drown beneath an August horizon.
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social anxiety
Painfully shy they call me
and they are right
it is painful
but something about the label
doesn't feel right
I have a voice but I. Can. Not. Speak.
Words stuck in my throat,
tunnel vision kicks in and I feel weak
anxiety manifests in any social situation
lightheadedness, dizziness, heart palpitations
adrenaline rush, tremors, hyperventilation
d I s c o n n e c t e d n e s s
I'm sick of dealing with this
I have a lot to say
but my verbosity remains internal
I pray they stay away
but when they do, it cuts like shrapnel
because I'm the most social anti-social
you'll ever meet
don't talk to me, don't talk to me;
p
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social anxiety.
i'm sorry,
but we can't talk.
not now, not ever.
because i may say
something i'll
regret later.
because i may make
you feel very
uncomfortable.
because i may just
stop breathing for
the rest of the day.
because i may upset
you and you'll run
away forever.
i hope you understand
i'm only doing this
for your own good.
it's not really for me.
i can just feel it.
and it's not good.
my throat tenses up.
my head throbs around.
my fingertips stop feeling.
i'll stop wishing i were
here and start wishing
i were in the ground.
six and a half feet under
would be much better
than speaking out loud.
silence escapes my lips
as
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Social Anxiety
I was sitting in my room again
The lights were off and the curtains closed
But the moon still hadn't shown up yet
Just sitting in my underwear
My head against the radiator
Thinking about those "friends" of mine
What were they doing and were they thinking of me?
Didn't matter, it's not like I'll have the confidence to go out again
It's only the alcohol that made me smile and say small quiet words
Only the alcohol that stopped me crumbling
Pathetic
My ability to socially interact with others
Relies solely on rum and vodka
Funny
I said I'd never drink
Doesn't matter, it'll only be a few more weeks, or was it months?
Until I could
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your imagery is insanely on point.
there is a great voice behind this one and the rhythm of the whole thing is mesmerizing.
Thoroughly enjoyed reading this.
there is a great voice behind this one and the rhythm of the whole thing is mesmerizing.
Thoroughly enjoyed reading this.